Cradlelove.

2011-12-31T03:52:00.003+08:00

Dear Lord,

I've thought it through...
Things that happened just now could have been handled in a better manner instead of everyone ending it off with an outburst. I could have controlled and not let my emotions get the better of me. Patience. I could have more of that. Will you grant me with more patience oh lord? That's right.. I'm affecting people around me with all these negative emotions of mine. Yet, I'm grateful for those who're willing to lend me a listening ear and contain my rantings. Send me sweet messages to express their concern for me. Someone whom I wouldn't even think of. I don't wanna trouble these people and make them worried for me :( I wanna share their worries and burdens instead.

Your child

2011-12-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

STOP SCOLDING THE WORD FUCK. ITS FREAKING IRRITATING. FILTHY.

Okay wow and I thought this year's countdown was gonna be spent differently! Guess I was wrong. HA.
Thanks for proving me right again. It's all gonna be another BORING new year. Its gonna have a wrong start all over again. When will all these freaking things change? Fuck fuck fuck. That's all you can say? Then just shut your mouth up. Cause if these words are not meant to edify but crumble a person, PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUTH. I would appreciate it a lot.

2011-12-13T12:11:00.002+08:00

If its my CLSP module that pulls me down this semester, I am really really gonna regret it big time.
So before regrets take hold, I will pull myself together and conquer CLSP likea boss!

2011-12-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

OH . MY . GOSH .

My PhotoJourn Teacher just called me to say that she can't read the movie file in my disc. But I saved it as a movie already! Ahhhh. Why is everything blank?

2011-12-08T06:56:00.003+08:00

Dear Lord,

I pray that you will grant me patience towards treating others. Give me a heart of forgiveness. Lord, help me not to treat it as a burden but something that I enjoy doing. Help me to not be distracted and manage my time wisely. Amen!

2011-12-06T03:41:00.002+08:00

I realized I really can't rely on anyone but Him alone. The close ones are those who never fail to disappoint and hurt you time and time again. Call yourself my close friend.

Stop saying that you treat me as a close friend when you don't. Stop vying for one's attention either. Do you really have a lack of friends? Or are you just afraid to lose friends? I'm sorry I can't do as much. I'm sorry I'm always busy. I'm sorry I tend to give an indifferent attitude at times. But do you deserve a better treatment from me? If you want me to treat you better, please stop being biased in how you treat me. Treat me the way how you want to be treated.

2011-11-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

It sucks to feel unnoticed. At the same time, it sucks to be an attention seeker.
Feeling jealous when all that limelight's on someone. Tsk.
The selfish nature of mankind.
Oh wells, I guess just being yourself is still the best!
Trying to be somebody else just to fit in won't make one happy!
If they're really true friends, they'll love me for who I am.
I don't wanna crack jokes just to make people laugh when I'm really not in the mood for any.
So yeap! At the end of the day, I AM ME :)

Though I've been facing problems recently, I know I am not alone in this. Coz God is with me :) Sometimes I rely only on my own strength to solve my problems, forgetting that God is there for me. This is really one thing I've got to take note and change! I guess its hard maintaining a relationship with God compared to maintaining one with friends is that, friends are tangible. You can feel them, you can talk to them, you can see them. But God? He is intangible. But what is that that makes me go on? The word is BELIEF. I have faith in my God :) That's what most crucial. I believe my God can do big things :D From young, really many things have been happening to me. Really alot. But God has been so gracious to me. His mercy is truly overflowing. A God of HOW MUCH MORE :)

Today was Photo.J group presentation. Oh man ;( I really feel bad for Eileen. Its like... she really kena shoot my teacher. Why teacher like that :'( Basically the thing is that... Eileen isn't very good in conversing in english.. her pronunciation and articulation weren't well.... exactly good. I tried to help Eileen by giving her slides with more pictures and lesser words. She really damn hardworking I tell you. She went to research up on the pronunciation of english words and wrote it down on the foolscape paper. Each and every word she thinks she doesn't know how to pronounce properly. And she even asked me how to pronounce. So when Eileen spoke her slides today, Teacher stopped her from speaking and just kinda skimmed through her slides then let another group mate speak her slides. Then oh man.... if I were Eileen, I confirm damn upset one lah. Teacher did not even know what was happening behind the scenes. She did not see the effort Eileen put in :( Oh wellz, life's like that I guess... things may not always be smooth sailing. But I believe for Eileen, if she continues with this good working attitude of hers, she'll definitely succeed :D I believe she can do it!

OH OH. & BUT STILL AFTER ALL THESE I HEART PHOTOJOURNALISM. HEHE.
But teacher's really strict :( But Nvm! I trust that God will make a way :) Amen. Love you Daddy God!

2011-09-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

I don't want a temporary change. I want a permanent one.
Its not about me anymore. Its about us.
Overtime this generation has evolved to an "I" generation.
I need to start seeing things in a different light.
Lord Jesus, continue to change me. I know I'm not alone in this.

2011-09-12T13:42:00.003+08:00

Alrightys. Time for posting! Nowadays I only post when I get that feeeeeeling.
Not a regular blogger as you can see. As most of you might know, I'm heading off to East Timor. Overwhelmed with excitement! To be able to bless the people there is truly a blessing to me. & I mean it. Woah but thinking about it, I think I'm quite pampered, gonna go there for a little hardship. Hehhhs. I heard you have to bathe with river water and when you do yur business, they do not have a flush.. well just use the scoop to flush I guess? Otherwise....I have to bring nose plugs there. Oh! and you have to burn up all the things you're gonna throw away! BURN BURN BURN. I'm gonna stay in a hotel, but I expect a half star hotel. It's good to be mentally prepared. If I expect a 3 - star hotel, I'm sure im gonna be soooo disappointed man. Besides that, I'm also gonna stay in some village. The political situation there isn't exactly stable, so guys! Do keep me in your prayers yeah!:) Hahaha. I told my parents it'll probably be my last supper with them. HAHA and they went "choiiii!!!" But yeah, Im sure i'll be fine! God is with meeee :):) But honestly... never know what may happen! I pray for divined appointments for my team as well as a spiritual encounter for myself :)

Next up! I hope when I'm back I'll be able to at least smile about my results. I don't get my hopes all that highhhh up. But I really hope at least there's improvement? Be it a little, as long as there is! I hope i'll be able to get into the same class as my dear friends!! Actlly being in the same class as the shanghai mates weren't all that bad. Just that we didn't really talk. They're nice people though. Well... if fate brings us together in the same class again, WHY NOT?

AND kwok ah ZHEN, I don't know if you're seeing this. But... I just wanna say, leave your worries to your dear daddy God. No matter what the outcome is, remember its gonna be in his plan k! REALLY WANT US TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS STILL! You always told me , "everything's gonna be just fine" So yeah, repeat this 100 times to yourself! :)

Love ya!

2011-08-29T11:31:00.001+08:00

WHAT ARE PROMISES?

2011-06-30T15:05:00.002+08:00

If you don't even help yourself, who will?
I'm so tired of always trying to make an effort to push you on.
But I told myself, I won't ever give up on you.
Coz, thats what friends are for.

2011-06-29T11:14:00.002+08:00

The higher the hopes , the greater the disappointment.
I know its important to always give thanks in all circumstances.
I'll give thanks, but sometimes this feeling of disappointment just overwhelms me.
I guess while its important to give thanks, its important not to be complacent and keep going! I learnt that that God will only give us his best when we have given him our best!
True indeed. Well, I admit that revising at the last minute wasn't in the least giving off my best. Only myself to blame! Ain't got time to slacken! Keep going keep going keep going!!!

When you don't meet your expectations or you don't do as well as others, inferiority kicks in. Though inferiority may be classified as a negative feeling, I personally think that it serves as a motivation. Hm... but not too much!

But of course, at the end of the day, be it the fruits of success or not, give thanks!!!
God is gracious to me in this area :D

2011-06-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

I once read from a book that an author meets with difficulties such as the barrier of thoughts and flow of ideas. When that happens, an author should not leave his/her work because if they do, they wouldn't feel like getting back to it anymore and will be inclined to stop writing that story. Its only when they're really determined to overcome and complete that particular section then will they continue writing the rest of the story.

I'm facing this kinda situation now. I'm stuck. I don't know how to continue with the report. But at the end of the day, I would still have to complete it. I should stop whining about it and CONTINUE DOING IT.

I CAN DO THIS!

God of this City - Chris Tomlin

2011-06-17T18:34:00.000+08:00

This song really spoke to me during the Youth GDOP (:

2011-06-10T17:12:00.006+08:00

KAY ITS THE END OF MY COMMON TESTS! LET'S PARTY! :D

Basically let me just summarize the events for yesterday! After common tests, initially my friends and I decided to go cycling/rollerblading at ECP and to just chill out but due to whatever reasons, things didn't went according to plans. So we ended up going on a shopping spree at Orchard area! Well I wouldn't really call it a SPREE cause it sounds like we bought quite a lot of stuff huh? But nope :/ hehe. Some didn't even buy any, some bought a few stuff here and there. For me I bought shoes from Ruby heheh and some accessories ;)

Oh Oh, and I love Marks&Spencers's Red Current Puffs. It's Mhmm, YUMMY!(: I was hoping to find the Blue Current one but they don't have it there:( But in any case, it's still *slurps*
Yeaups, I also bought some Percy gummy sweets from there too. Made out of pure fruit juice!(Don't know how true though) But yeah, its yummaaaayyy !!

Okay back to the start. (Damn abrupt I know, cause my thoughts are kinda having an irregular flow now, can't blame them! Oh thoughts!) Kayyy, so...upon reaching Orchard, we had to find our way to Orchard Central cause Col suggested eating some buffet there which we thought was a good idea! We need good food to pamper ourselves from the "excessive" studying we had to go through! Guess what? We lost our way. YES. We lost our way in ORCHARD. Call us Singaporeans. Throw face already HAHAHA. Okay for me, if anyone knows me well, you should know Imma "LU CHI", which means someone who has no sense of direction. You can put me in the middle of Orchard Road and I won't know if I should turn left or right to go to Wisma, Ion, 313, Cathay or any other places. There was once I asked a passerby where's Ion. And she pointed across the road. And I was like "OH, THAT'S ION!" Okay damn paiseh seriously. I gotta start knowing where I'm going. lolols. I did observe my surroundings you know. But the next min, I just don't know which direction I should go. Yeah so... back to topic (I'm simply great at digressing) My entire clique are full of LU-CHIs too. Haha, but I think I'm the worse. At least I know June and Weizhen has a better sense of direction than me. Among the 3 of us, ranging from the best sense of direction to the least is as follows: June > Weizhen > Me . There you go!:D

Yeah so anyway, if we could not settle for the best, we had to make do with the second best right! So in the end we went to a Jap Restaurant to yumyum. Mhmm, by then we were all famished! I was the first to eat finish hahaha! Then just watch them eat lor. Anyway, the egg there is ABNORMAL --> which means damn unique and NICE. They cooked it in such a way that the external area (egg white) was fully cooked (hard) , while the egg inside was super soft and watery kind. It was the first time all of us had seen this kinda cooking method. So we were all like "exploring" the egg before we put it into our mouths. Some of us even played around with the egg. Tsktsk. Playful kids playing with food. I didn't okay. I'm the most mature among them lah. Seriously. They always play like kids then I'll be the one to scold them saying they causing public nuisance! HAHA. Kidding. Actually out of the entire clique, me and Weizhen are known for being kids. Oh well :) I can be mature at times kay!

Then yeap we proceeded to shop! Intended to watch Macbeth initially! But when we used the iphone to check, we realised the movie wasn't released yet): WHY :( When is it gonna be released?! Does anyone know?! I tried checking but couldn't find it.

I wanna watch Macbeth, X-men first class, Super 8, maybe TrollHunter? haha and that means......... my pocket's gonna have a hole. AH.

AND I realised 9th August there's WINNIE THE POOH. LOL what kinda movie is that?! It ought to be shown on Okto right? Funnyeeeee haha. Next time their gonna come up with shows like PPG then you'll see all the little kids seated in the theatres. And you'll see me in that little crowd screaming "KILL MOJOJOJO kill him kill him!" Okay, I shouldn't be inculcating the wrong values. I'm sure my "LIMITED" readers should know better huh. ;)

Alright, that's all for today! Heeeehhs, thinking of what to do later. Hm. Until next time!:)

2011-06-07T03:16:00.005+08:00

Hellooooo there! (This is redundant since practically no one comes to my blog now) HAHA

I don't know why I have a sudden urge to blog at this time! 3.15 am in the morning?! hahaha. Guess I needed a break from studying so thought i'd probably give a little love to my lovely blog here:) teehee. Its been complaining to me that I've been neglecting it!

Oh wells, anyway its my common test period now! I haven't been having regular sleeping cycles since... In total 3 cts to take, 2 down already!:D Hahaha. God is really good to me! This term has been quite screwed up for me as I've been slacking since the start of the term. Only started intensive studying 1 week before the common tests. I really really dislike the feeling of cramping everything together at once. Gah, utterly tiring! However, with God's grace, he's able to tide me through everything :) So far my past 2 cts has been fine. Good or bad, we'll leave it till results day yup!:) hahaha. But there's still a tinge of positivity in me. hehe.

This upcoming thursday would be my taxation ct! After 10 am, I'll be able to go out! Wheeeeees!:)
I don't know where to go with my friends though. Hahaha, leave them to decide. I'll be a follower. Oh yes, talking about that... Poly life has really trained me to be a leader which I never thought I would be. I didn't have enough confidence to lead a group when I was younger. So I thought I would be a good follower instead:) BUT It's a different case now! My confidence level has built up! (Confidence level reminds me of bstats heheheh. One of my fav modules coz its.... MATH:D)

K lah to my friends I'm a mugger but they don't know distractions get in my way. So....how mugger can I be?! HAHA. I pei fu those out there who can really focus for a few hours continuously. But I'm not gonna get envious! HEHE. Coz I know anyone would be able to do it if they really put their heart into it! I'm gonna strive to be oneee. Woo hoo. So optimistic right! I KNOW.

SIAO ! I'm like self-entertaining in the middle of the night. -.- How amusing can I be. DUMBBBBB. Dangg..... I slept for 5 hours in the afternoon so here I am. THE CONSEQUENCES ARE AS SUCH.

Woahhh I suddenly got reminded. HOW LONG HAVE I NOT SPOKEN CHINESE. I wanna speak chinese lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! My chinese like lousy already. I need someone to converse with me in Chinese! Everyone's speaking in English! Those who usually converse in Chinese actually spoke to me in English?! Like whutt?! I'm not an angmohhhh. I also wanna brush up on my Chinese communication skills. So if these cheena people speak to me in English, I will intentionally reply them in Chinese. SO SMART RIGHT HEHE. (another crazy statement)

Okay lah WHY.I.SO.NAGGY.HOR! GOOD NIGHT GRACE. GONNA DREAM OF TAXATION IN MY LITTLE COMFY BED :) <3 LIFE IS GOOD!

2011-04-06T16:27:00.002+08:00

I'm really not a strong drinker, am I? I drank only like 4 glasses of red wine and I started feeling all goggy. Walk also can't walk straight. Ended up my friends had to support me. What an embarrassing moment! Aiyo. But I really like red wine :) hehehe. Though it's bitter, it still tastes nice to me. Anyway my stay here in Shanghai has been really fun with all the new nice friends that I've made. They're really nice!:) HAHA. I thank God for letting me know these people. As what stella said, we gotta know how to cherish them :D Yeap, I will!

2011-02-26T22:22:00.001+08:00

Last night I had a dream. Disappointing dream.
I dreamt that I got back my results and it turned out that I got the lowest in class.
Last night I kept tossing and turning in bed from 11plus at finally slept at 2am..
Dayum...

It's not the time to get tensed up. Rather, stay calm and brave up.
I'm gonna do just fine:) I will. Everything's gonna be alright:)!

2011-02-23T16:39:00.004+08:00

Sigh. When you're down, everyone comforts you even though some of them scored worse than you. But when we're down, what do you do? Nothing. You do nothing when you score what you think is considered "bad" but in our opinion, it's really pretty good.
To be fair to you, I admit you did comfort us at times.. but those were the times when you felt that you scored well, you did not bad. That's why you had the mood eh?
Yeah....so may I ask, what are friends for? I really don't know what to make out of this ...

2011-02-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

Oooooooh lala! Exams are coming! Shanghai OIP is nearing toooooo :D
I can't wait for exams :D TO END.
Preparations still ongoing.... that's definite. I hope that I'll be well prepared for this semester's exam and that HISTORY WON'T REPEAT ITSELF.
Time to study, time to relax. I'll imagine myself walking by the beach...taking a sip of cocktail....hearing the crashing of waves....experiencing the wind brushing against my cheeks.....and fall deeply into the beauty of nature <3
Aw....... my readers... do you feel relaxed like me now?

Kylie Minogue - Love At First Sight

2011-02-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

Okay .. i think her dancing is funnily weird. But anyways i still love her song :D LOL

Shontelle - Impossible

2011-02-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

Diversity Transformers - UK Streetdance Championships 2008

2011-02-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

Best Salsa Dance

2011-02-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved

2011-02-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder

2011-02-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

(Y)

Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl (Clean Version)

2011-02-08T15:36:00.001+08:00

hahaha super long ago song. CLEAN VERSION -.-

SNSD - Sexy Dance 1 (Girls Generation 少女時代 HD live mv pv)

2011-02-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

AWESOME:)

2011-02-04T01:40:00.002+08:00

First Day of CNY :)

I wore my pretty silvery black dress today! HEHE. I totally love it.
I received compliments as well as critisms:P Many told me that I was plumper. Haha, well I have to admit. I have been eating alot lately and I HAD NOT BEEN EXERCISING REGULARLY. Thats the worst part okay? AH UGH >:( I seriously don't know what's up with my humungous appetitie. I can just keep going on and on. Eating non-stop. I seriously gotta have SELF CONTROL. haha. Anyway today was enjoyable. I got to catch up with my dear cousins ;) YAY, i really love them alot. Best cousins for life! Poly has really changed me alot. As in, in terms of my guts. From young, I don't really dare to talk to some of my cousins, but today, I actually took the initiative to strike up a conversation with them. Wow, I must say I'm pretty amazed with myself. AND.... the conversation took flight pretty well ;) hehehe. Alright, enough of those BHBs. Cause..... CNY is all about angpaos right! hahaha! Just kidding. I love CNY coz I can get to meet up with all my cousins. I mean really! All of us are busy and CNY is probably the only time to gather everyone to hang out tgt and stuff:) Those times of fun and laughter, deeply etched in my mind. Okay, yay! 2nd day of CNY tmr! Looking forward peeps! Looking forward VERY VERY MUCH.

Enjoy your CNY my dear friends!;) CHA CHA BOM.

Leehom Wang - Ling Yi Ge Tian Tang

2011-01-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

Leehom Wang - Luo Ye Gui Gen

2011-01-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

Leehom Wang - Gai Bian Zi Ji (HK&China Version)

2011-01-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

Ps: It's quite an old song which I likeeeeys;)
I love Wang Lee Hom<3 :D

2011-01-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

Then maybe I could've made you believe, that what we had was all we'd ever need.

2011-01-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hangin' on a string.

Hebe Tian Fu Zhen - Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao

2011-01-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

2011-01-18T23:20:00.004+08:00

Was I really at fault for clearing things up?
Had I been too harsh?
Oh well..........

You win some, you lose some.
You just have to make a decision.
If you keep dwelling on it and allowing yourself to get affected emotionally, you'll never come to a conclusion. Seriously. So shake your head up and be rationale! It's not being selfish. This is what I mean by making the right decisions when you meet crossroads in life.

2011-01-18T00:24:00.001+08:00

BY NOT PREPARING, YOU ARE PREPARING TO FAIL.

2011-01-13T20:11:00.003+08:00

Ah. Today i feel guilty ttm!

Teacher suddenly asked us to present blaw tutorials.
Then she was pointing to me :"You, definitely have done your tutorials." Then she moved on to the next person and so on. Fyi, I nvr do my blaw tutorials since the start of sem. At that instant, a feeling of guilt gushed through me. Ahhhhh. Damn guilty seriously. Teacher was definite that I had done my tutorial so she did not ask me to present. Then after that, some others who were supposed to present did their answers in point form, but she didnt want it that way. So she said :"Grace, why not you present your answers?" I was like :"Er..." a face of helplessness. "Did you do your tutorial?"
I shook my head and looked down.
"I am very surprised." With this, she walked away disappointed.
HAIS..................................... the worst thing is to disappoint a teacher:( This feeling sucks.
Oh well, law of business organizations tutorial 2, you are the first tutorial I'm gonna start on. WAIT FOR ME!!!

2011-01-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting recently.. wondering if anyone still reads my blog.
But its okay, just me and my blog will do <3
Went back to volleyball again.. after so long. Things got alittle weird and diff but I guess its gonna be alright. I'll get used to it :) Hands aching... swollen. Then the seniors treat it as nothing.. LOL. I am gonna master the feeling of numbness on my hands. hoho PEACE. (ugh, kena influenced by my friend-.-)

2011-01-04T02:30:00.001+08:00

Closer to the edge ...

2011-01-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

Beginning of 2011.
Kbox today was damn high, though not as high as the one with BS:)
The tourist gave me insights about some stuff.
So I've decided to put everything behind me and start anew.
Things may turn out much better, who knows?
Gotta look at the big picture instead of being so narrow-minded.
Anyways... really tio headache today :C
Feel like sleeping early today but here I am. Lol.
Just now I made fruit juice. carrot juice, YUCKS
Bitter plus taste like lipstick. Smelling lipstick=eating carrot
Okay......... i prefer carrot + orange (my fav fruit juice mix)
Lalalalas. So what do I do now? Just slack around until I fall aslp lor.
I really really don't wanna stay at home for 2012 countdown.
Go out and PARTY! But I don't mean clubs and pubs eh. hahah.

Anyways, thanks to PING, YL & WY once again for the card. Appreciate it lots. Though it was belated.. but its the thought that counts so, thanks once again <3

Okay my resolutions for the new year 2011 are basically:

1) Get back to God.
Well... I haven't really been consistently going to church and doing QT bcoz of my studies, but I know it can't be an excuse. It's all about time management isn't it?

2) Family.
2010 has been a roller coaster ride.. but still my family would continue to remain as bonded and as close. Quarrels are common for families but I hope there'll be less of them in the future and we'll just be more understanding to each other and stuff... and of course place God in our lives.

3) Studies.
I really don't wanna cramp everything all tgt like what I usually do. Doing last min work then chionging right at the end. Basically by doing this, I'm just stressing myself out even more. So really wna have time management and self-discipline. Sadly... I may have to sacrifice outings and stuff. I really feel damn bad to reject friend's outings but really sometimes I haven't got a choice. Party vs studies? Gotta set my priorities right.

4) Mission trips.
This is the hardest man. Seriously. I haven't found time to go on mission trips yet and everything just clashes with poly's schedule. It's really hard. But if there's a chance, I guess I'll just get down to it, don't wanna hesitate anymore. Just do it.

5) Volleyball
Sigh... balancing out ccas and studies is just @#*&#@(*#*$. Sometimes just feel really tempted to miss a few practices but I really wanna be commited to it.

6) Church dance ministry
There's this one year commitment thingy which I pledged myself to. I'll really do my best to make it possible to attend the practices but if I really really can't which I'm really facing difficulties coping now..... guess I'll just search for another ministry and focus on vball.

So many resolutions... just set my heart on it and get them done!!!

It's hard but nothing is impossible. I'll remember that. Nothing is too hard if your heart is willing.

This is a really long post ...........................................
Suddenly these stuff came to my mind so just type them out loh.

Schl reopens next week alrdy. It's really FAST. vhooooom.
Definitely I have to get back my results... no face to face my results.
Like very dui bu qi ta men. Coz I seriously didn't work hard enough.
Nvmzxzxzx...................oh well... hope wei zhen comes back soon. random...

I've been thinking of so many things. but what for????
Just wanna get them off my mind.
Forget it.

Alright... I'll go slack now. bye prettay and handsumsz.

2010-12-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

I really really don't wanna think about it anymore.
Ren3 Xing4 de4 chou3 lou4, zhen1 de4 rang4 wo3 gan3 dao4 fei1 chang3 yan4 juan4.
Being kept in the dark for so long.
Probably I just have myself to blame for giving way to trust too easily.
How do you still expect me to trust you after what you have said?
Right. Maybe you don't need my trust anymore.
Since you chose to say this to me, I guess you're probably mentally prepared about the consequences.
I'm sorry if you still think that things would still continue to be as how they were between us.
There's a gap now. You were the one who created that distance b/w us.
Nothing can be said or done now.
Till now, I still can't believe that you're such a person.
Furthermore, you still don't feel a wee bit remorseful about what you've done.
My impression of you definitely changed 360 degrees.
You have proved me wrong, absolutely.

2010-12-24T02:35:00.002+08:00

Gah. Seems like I really never learn my lesson, do I?
Constantly being swayed. Being so indecisive. It sucks. Seriously sucks.
I gotta get them right. I have to make my own decisions and BE DECISIVE.
Even if I do look back, I hope I'll look back with no regrets.
Once a decision is made, never never regret.
Now, it's not up to me. God will take care of the rest. I just have to trust him to guide me through.
Why do I have to be gan qing yong shi sometimes.
"I'm living my own life, I'm not living for others."
I have to take hold and be responsible for whatever decision I make in life.
Just have to bear that in mind.

2010-12-22T20:36:00.003+08:00

Famous or infamous? There's always a good and bad side to being famous.
Famous. You get 50 over likes when you simply post a picture.
You get 10 over likes when you just post a simple phrase, which hasn't got any deep meaning for it or.... doesn't really mean much.
You get an entire chunk of thoughful comments when your status simply states " I'm tired "
Famous. You get everyone scurrying t know about ur private life. They. They want to know more about you. Strangers adding you on facebook. and ... da da da....
Likewise, I add celebrities too. I dont know them, but I know their acting skills. hahah.
People get jealous when you become famous. Animosity builts up and it carries on. That's how rumours set in, don't they? It's hard to be humble when u actually become famous. Just like how...... bieber became. His humble pie was being eaten up by I-don't-know-what. When you get all high up there, you get over confident, ur once private life gets out. People get to know all about you. When you make a teeny weeny bit of mistake, people become aware. All eyes are on you. Some... they curse and swear ... some ... I don't know.
In some cases... famous people are my source of motivation. Like.. einstein? It's hard to be like them but DARE TO DREAM. I may not get what I want but at least I tried:) oh well,,, i dont know what im crapping about. its not in a chronological order lah. what i think of , I just type it out immediately..
There's so many things in life worth pursuing for.. I just don't wanna stay at the same spot. I knew it wasn't worth it, it wasn't worth my time and effort.

2010-11-27T19:29:00.003+08:00

CTS CTS CTS are around the corner.
Never felt so.....mentally unprepared before. Or rather, academically unprepared too. Like seriously.. i seem to have lost all drive to study. Just thinking about the upcoming sems just seem to "freak'' me out. I don't know if I can remain consistent throughout. After being so enthu about the 1st sem.. im kinda... tired? Still, Im just gonna trust and believe I can do it.
I'll find the drive, I'll get it back. I WILL.

With God, nothing is impossible:)!

Anyway quite a number of people have been asking me over msn whats up with the EVANGELINE.
LOL. Well, this name suddenly came into mind. Like really sudden. It just happens.. haha
and I found this name really NICE:) Like... I don't know. Its a nice name right? hahahs! But I guess it doesn't suit me. Anyway, I just like that name la. I checked up on it and it means messenger of God. Awww...sucha sweet and meaningful name. teeheehee

2010-11-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

Inferiority is no excuse for failure.
Complacency is no excuse for failure.
Confidence, gotta get it all back.

2010-10-27T17:39:00.002+08:00

VBALL IS AMAZING (:
GONNA BRUSH UP ON MY SPIKE AND DIG!
THE PAIN & ACHES ARE WORTH IT AS LONG AS I HAD FUN. WOOO
LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR! 1 AND A 1/2 HOUR OF PT:d

Well, I guess my LMS class is not bad?
Mr Aaron Vogt is a nice guy and hmmm I guess my classmates are kinda...interesting?
Gotta get to know them better in the near future.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO KNOW MY CLASSMATES THIS FRIDAY:) TEEHEE.

2010-10-19T15:06:00.002+08:00

Me watched THE CELEBRITY'S APPRENTICE just now.
Gosh, how they actually fought verbally with each other was an eye opener for me. They were so mean to each other :(

Hmm...
Anyway... I've got a short story to tell, shared by Adrian Chan :)

One day... a girl rushed into the professor's room in a hurry.

Girl: Please professor!! Please let me pass this paper! I would do anything!

Prof: You mean anything?

Girl: Yes, I mean anything!

Prof: Anything? (This time..he toned down his voice)

Girl: Yeah.. Anything (The girl toned down too)

Prof: Anything???? (he whispered, with his hands clasped.)

Girl: Anything... (She whispered back)

Prof: Okay then. Would you....................................................... STUDY!?

The whole congregation laughed.

Basically this story is to remind us that THERE ARE NO SHORTCUTS IN LIFE! Just like, there's no free lunch in this world:)

As a toddler, you don't learn how to run before you can even walk, do you?

In everything you do, you need to start from the very bottom and then work your way up:)

2010-10-16T14:19:00.002+08:00

There are so many crossroads in life that it often cause us to be in a dilemma. Which one offers the best?
Just when we thought "This might just be the one for me!"
We move on and on and on thinking, wow things can't get any better. And...... TA-DA you meet a dead end.
It can't be worse.

Okay, so what do we do now?

U-turn lah! lol!
Easy as it sounds, damn its tough
...........but..........
this time...
I am gonna U - turn.
Oops I meant, i-TURN. (okay lame)
I am gonna go back to where I started, where everything originated from and choose all over again.
Just gonna take a risk and choose it right.
If I fail, I am still going to try again and again.
I am not gonna get discouraged!

2010-10-12T01:24:00.004+08:00

This is one of my handphone wallpapers:) Self-created hehe

Okay, firstly, if ure wondering why am I blogging in the middle of the night, I'll just say that I've got this sudden urge to dedicate a post to someone special. Yes, someone SPECIAL:)

I've gotta admit that my first impression of her was "hmm...this girl looks kinda...scary to talk to?" HAHA! & yeah, how I first got to talk to her was through stella. I was talking to stella and she happened to pass by and also started joining in the conversation. [Sociable huh?:)] but we only exchanged a few sentences. How we progressed really quickly as really close poly friends was a real exciting process!

She's a damn fun person to be with. At the same time, she knows when to be serious and that's something I really appreciate alot. I'm seriously touched by all those things she had done for me. Simple acts? Well.. I can say that.. some are not really simple ones. They are BIG to me. Here's an example. [These may not be the exact words but basically its somesort like that]

(This is during some module final sem exam, infa i think)
After the exam... she approached me.
Her: Aye grace.. why you keep sighing during exam?
Me: Huhh?? I didnt! Its the so-and-so who kept sighing..
Her: Really ahh? I thought it was you who kept sighing.
Me: haha, no lah..
Her: I thought you kept sighing cause you didnt know how to do the questions so I was praying for you just now...
Me: Huhhh, really ahhhh!! T.T

I mean okay it isn't much but think again.
If your in an exam, would you even bother to pray for others? As in.. yeah before the exam yes but DURING the exam. Furthermore ur the one sitting for the exam. I guess most of us will probably be too engrossed in doing our work to even bother to pray for others. Okay well.. human are selfish creatures but it just depends what extent it applies for each individual. Besides, she didn't even complete her paper in the end! Imagine urself in a circumstance when you are running short of time. Naturally, you'll be frantic and rushing to complete the paper but wad this girl did was to pray for me at that point in time. Seriously... I can't express how grateful I was. So I was like huhhhh really ahh!!

I guess 6 months may seem short but to the both of us... it was a period which contained pretty much memories; enough to last me for a lifetime:)

Those times we shared. Be it sorrow or joy, I did not know if I was always there for her but I just want her to know that, she has always been there for me for the past 6 months. I am REALLY THANKFUL for that:):):)

I have so many things to say............ but............... now im alone in the hall and im pretty scared. its 2 am .. hahhahas!! I've gotta cut this short eh.

She is kind.
She is patient.
She is loving.
She is caring.
She is God-loving.
She is a GREAT FRIEND. Getting to know her is definitely a blessing for me! I thank God for allowing me to get to know her=)

Really proud of her being able to still trust the lord, have faith and stuff even though faced with unfavourable circumstances.

I love her as a friend. None other than Kwok Weizhen! MISS KWOK:D
Thanks for all ur encouragements, all ur LONG MESSAGES, GREAT QUOTES , LISTENING EAR AND MANY MORE. I WONT MISS THEM. coz...... I know we'll still keep in close contact!!:)

Lastly I just wanna tell you, kwok, "trust in the lord with all ur heart, mind and soul. Lean not on ur own understanding:)" God has a plan for you!:) Continue doing ur QT everyday yeah babe!:) I will tooooo. SUPPORT SUPPORT JIAYOU TO BOTH OF US!:D:D

<3 you babeeeeeeeeeee

Signing off,
Yur Crazy Friend:p

2010-10-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

Please don't do that...
Coz I'll feel really bad :S

Yesterday my cousins said that I'd grown fatter. HAHA.
Is it a good or bad thing? They thought it was better for me coz when they saw me previously, they commented that I was way too skinny. Hehs.
During cjc orientation, the senior asked who's the lightest? Everyone unanimously pointed to me-.- I'm always the victim T.T
Little did they know that..........the saying"do not judge a book by its cover/do not judge by appearance" can be used in this case.

Hm, my cousin suggested that I perm my hair and shannon told me to rebond my hair and perm my fringe(as in curls). After saying this, she started laughing -.- Utter crappp hahaha but about perming my hair, I might consider:) Heeees.

Oh and they said one thing which is so true.
"See the appearance like okok not bad, but once I start laughing, everyone runs away."
yeah sooooo true. (I'm not being sacarstic here) => even my family says so.
But I must admit that controlling my laughter would be quite tough for me:p
Must laugh like that HAHAHAHA, Everyone should try it!!! LOL

2010-10-01T13:41:00.003+08:00

Thanks Patrick for reminding me not to regret any decision that I've made:)
I was quite down at that moment, but after all that you've told me, it really did lift my spirits up!
THANK YOU SO MUCH^^

Anyway, I really really wanna thank GOD so much for his graciousness(: ILG.
Mummy daddy toooooo for always being there for me (Though you may not see this post) hehe.
JIEJIE TOO TEEHEE<3

Results may be below my expectations but GRACE KNOWS ITS NOT THE END YET. Nothing will come to an end unless you decide to give up. Remember that. Even if everyone gives up on you, hang in there. Don't ever give up on yourself:)

Nothing is impossible with God! I WILL FIGHT ON. NE-NEVER SAY NEVER:D

Okay so ... MY PARENTS ARE REALLY HILARIOUS. (Okay this is really random)

SCENARIO ONE:
Me: Daddy can you please stop pacing up and down my room?>< I want to concentrate on my show~
Daddy: *comes near and starts doing wierd actions to disturb me*
Me: ahh daddy! Mummy I need alittle help here!
Mummy: *closes the door still leaving my dad inside the room*
Daddy: *gives up and walks to the door*
Daddy: Why cannot open ! (cause my mum was giving an opposite force -.-)
Mummy: Releases her grip from the door, opens it and snatches 2 combs from the nearest table and starts to ''fight'' my daddy with the 2 combs.
Daddy: Wah, grace you see ah, how old alrdy, still behave like a kid..
Me: LAUGHS
Daddy says to mum: Why, you want help me sratch back isit? Come lah come lah.. *turns his back to face mum*
Mummy: *uses both combs to scratch my dad's face"

Okay so the story ends here, LOL

SCENARIO 2

Me: *Messaging in the toilet and turns on the shower*
5mins later.....
Daddy: Are you bathing?
Me: Yes I am.. *whispers softly* I am going to bathe soon.
Daddy: Then why the shower like keep running, doesnt sound like there are any restrictions. You messaging right?
Me: *utterly shocked* I was thinking to myself "wah, like that also can" (kept silent and immediately went to shower)

SCENARIO 3
For those who have watched the AI show currently showing on channel 8, on weekdays 7-8pm.

Daddy: AMY AMY AMY!!!!!!!! (fyi, my dad's voice totally the same as guo cong min when he says this)
Mum: Please stop that! Sounds so.....
Me: AMY AMY AMY!!!!!!!
Daddy + Me: (goes closer to my mum) AMY AMY AMY !!!!!!!

LOLLOLOLOLL SUDDENLY REMINDED OF ALL THESE. DON'T KNOW WHY. THERE'S STILL EVEN MORE FUNNY SCENARIOS I HAVEN'T MENTIONED. I AM A HAPPY GIRL. HOHOHOHOHOHO. OKAY IM GETTING CRAZY, I LOVE GOD & MY FAMILY & CUZZIES & FRIENDS! <3

2010-09-24T01:51:00.003+08:00

You blood suckers are getting on my nerves!!!!!!
It's so itchy!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh :(
Go away go away!!!!!

Anyway, today I had a fun time! HEHE thanks to Yilin and Wenyee:D

(WOAH, TOTAL CHANGE OF MOOD) HAHAHAHHA

2010-09-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

On one hand, when you deny and try to explain matters, people continue to have their doubts in you even though you're tryna clear matters up. Why are you so defensive of yourself if you didn't do it? What's with that strong reaction? They might think.
When you leave things to be without giving an explanation (cause you know ur conscience is clear), people continue to have their doubts in you. They think you have a guilty conscience thats why you didn't find a need to clear matters up.
Either way, you lose.
At this point in time, you just need a friend who always trusts you in all circumstances. It's quite tough, easier said than done, but just hope that that particular individual happens to pop by and enter yur life. It can't salvage the entire situation but well...i guess it helps?

Exactly 10 more days. I'm feeling the jitters BUT at the same time, I can't wait to face it. I guess I need to learn my lesson. Somehow...

2010-09-19T15:25:00.002+08:00

COMMITTMENT PASSION RESPONSIBILITY ADAPTATION

I have a desperate need to get these four words screwed into my head.

2010-09-17T20:33:00.009+08:00

Never say never (never never never)

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil' bro
I can handle him
Hold up, aight, I can handle him
Now he's bigger than me, taller than me
And he's older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain't on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let's go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we're the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land

Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

2010-09-17T20:13:00.003+08:00

BUZZ BEE BEE. HAHAHA THIS IS RANDOM.
ALL THE BEST FOR UR PROMOS <3
Some things just can't be forced. I'm well aware:)

2010-09-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

I still can't believe it.
It's just so hard to let it go.
Just when I thought I had taken the first step,
I realised I'd been urged to return back to where I was.
Right from the very beginning.

Anyway, to you, I really hope you'll be more respectful with your words.
Am I even your friend? If yes, please treat me like one.

2010-09-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

Well I guess the once conducive environment had turned into a marketplace overnight.
I can't even read my book properly! People of all ages were blasting music into their ears, heavy metal and all sorts of genre. C'mon, if you can concentrate with heavy metal, why not go to macs to study? Or even better, go to a pub or disco.
AND if its not enough, couples were giggling & tickling each other and doing all sorts of.......
There was a couple sitting opposite me, shall not name which sec schl were they from. They were getting all intimate with each other.
Okay, so basically the guy was explaining some ss sbq to the girl and each sentence he said, he started to draw closer and closer to the girl, which I assume was his gf. As he did this, his volume got louder & louder and his arm got around her shoulders. He kissed her neck and did other sorts of physical intimacy actions. Yes the girl let him touch all over. I was right in front of them can?! The most dumb thing is that, the girl fished out a graduation photo from her bag and both of them started discussing simultaneously who was whiter then who. Whatthecrapseriously. Nth better to do isit? Talk so loud, Im not deaf hor.
AAhhh soon I couldnt take it any longer. I just couldn't bear their chatter, laughter and touchy touchy so I went away.
HOCUS POCUS, I thought it was over, only to realise I was greatly mistakened. I shifted to another corner and sat in between an indian lady and some NJC guy. After a few minutes, loud chatter arose. I turned to find out where the NOISE came from. Two seats away, there was ANOTHER COUPLE. I told myself, forget it. Just bear with it. Throughout the entire 2 hours, wow, I was absolutely puzzled why couldn't they just be robots. They only had at most a 10secs break in between before they carried on laughing and chatting like nobody's business. How considerate. At around 6pm, another couple from ______ JC proceeded in. The whole cycle repeats again.
Today was a really eventful day, that's all I can say.
Thank you my dear readers for reading this absolute crap.

2010-09-12T18:35:00.001+08:00

That's the reason why I don't wanna get so close to you. Damn

2010-09-12T15:20:00.003+08:00

Lipo-suction. It's something you'd never wanna try. HIGHLY-RISKY, in my opinion at least.

I was with my group of friends when this dude came along and approached us, pleading with us to fill in our particulars so he could give us a FREE TICKET FOR LIPO. Of course we rejected but yknow.. ONE OF MY FRIENDS AHEM AHEM , was having second thoughts, cause the guy was too charming for her? (kidding) Couldn't bear to reject I guess. So yeah, we gave in.
A few days later, I received a call from this lady, which explains why this post is up here! She kept blabbering about lipo stuff and yes, i gave her a listening ear. She went on and on,, yaddling about how great lipo was. AND ALL I NEEDED WAS JUST ONE SIMPLE PHRASE. "Sorry, but I'm under 18" DONE(: hahahaha!!!
That dumb guy just wanted to complete his entire questionnaire so he just randomly selected any girl? Hmph, this is called TOU GONG JIAN LIAO.
C'mon, if my group of friends and I needed LIPOsuction, then we would probably have turned into a bag of bones. Doing lipo on us are a wastage of resources!

EXERCISE IS THE BEST FAT-LOSS METHOD, TRUST ME!

Going out later~ (:

2010-09-12T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'm so exhausted and drained out!!!!!!!!
Woke up at 1pm today(:
Now I've learnt to cherish sleep more!
Sleeping is such a bliss!:D

2010-09-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

Today's MIEC was a great disappointment.

Hope ITB wouldn't be adding on to it.

Really wanna give semester 1 a nice closure:(

2010-09-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

I know everyone is equal in your eyes:)
BUT...
I just feel special! It's just this feeling that can't be described into words.

I'll always remember this.

GIVE THANKS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES:)

2010-08-26T11:55:00.004+08:00

COUNTDOWN
It's exactly 1 week to exams!

There was this auntie who asked me yesterday if I was from China.
Do I even look like one? lol. I have the super Singaporean look. Though in pri schl, it's an entirely different case. With my bangs, big eyes, small face, people thought I was from Japan. HAHA. TRUE FILE. I seriously think being a mixed blood is supa cool.

Hm, nowadays Singaporean celebrities have been trying to imitate the americans' accent. One super obvious example is definitely Jeanette Aw.

I have tons of things to do after exams.
Going out with friends is my top priority. Next up, it's exercising! I'm friggin' unfit now I tell you. Luckily napfa is not around the corner. I still have like wad, 2 entire years to train? haha!
Following on, it's music marathon BUT depending on my mood though. HAHA haven't been keeping up with the times.
Is it surprising for me to like classical music? Most people commented that I don't look like the type who likes this genre of music.

Hm... I wonder when can I ever go to finland in december ): Waiting~

2010-08-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO BYE HELLO BYE.
Exams Exams go away!
Holidays Holidays come come come!(:
Come-ah Come-ah Karma Karma!
Randommmmmm :/
My lovely blog is still surviving even when no one is reading. Maybe only yilin & ruiping? HAHA.
&& the faithful owner. Heehee(:

Love you to bits(: I love you...........................GRACE
Anyway, my new nick is called bounce. hehe BOUNCY BOUNCE!:D
Now now, don't be jealous i've got sucha AWESOME NICKNAME. hoho
I wanna be a 3 year old again... Sobs... I'm trying to act childish as you can see.
Too mature alrdy, once in awhile I shud act like a 3 yr old... YUP
That's the way uh huh uh huh I like it uh huh uh huh.

BYEEEE PEOPLE TOODLES

Sorry anyway, getting alittle insane here.
WAIT! WHY SHUD I EVEN SAY SORRY!!! THIS IS MY BLOGGGG WHATS WRONG WITH ME ACTING INSANEEEEEE RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR:)
hehe, sorrrriieeee.
Xiiao nuuu zhii cuoo leeee! >:(

2010-08-14T11:53:00.003+08:00

Oh well. Guess I'm on the verge of giving up on this blog or had I already given up on it? hahahs. It's nearing the exams BUT I don't feel the least in the 'exam mood'. I don't know why? I guess I haven't been doing my tutorials and stuff during schl times. Suddenly, up came holidays and vhooomz, into the holiday mood I go. Gahhhh. Anwy, thought of taking up volleyball as a cca!(: I know it's gonna be fun fun fun! Coz it's.......a sport! AND also, I'll be joining with my dear classmates. hahas. One thing I'm most looking forward to is definitely the sept holis! Woooooo. I can totally go crazy during that period! Yays! Lookin' forward to meeting my new classmates for the 2nd semester toooo BUT I want my cliqueeeee! hahahs!:) Am I being too greedy? teehees.
2nd semester, another different round of modules to take up. YES! I likey. At least I'm not stuck with the same old ones;)

2010-07-19T21:38:00.006+08:00

I can't wait for this semester to end!
So far everything's been going well:)
Results were quite disappointing but yeah, i shall not be despondent over it!
There's still a long way ahead of me :D I CAN DO IT! It's not over yetttttt baby:D

Sometimes i just cant help but think of you...

2010-07-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

I DONT LIKE YOUUUUU ): ): ):
I HAVE TO FORSAKE SLP BCOS OF YOU
IVE BECOME MORE TEMPERAMENTAL NOW
I HAVE TO FORSAKE MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS BCOS OF YOU
MY EYEBAGS ARE WEIGHING A TONNE NOW
EVEN THOUGH IM NOT FEELING WELL,, I STILL HAVE TO DO YOU. DO YOU DO YOU.
ASSIGNMENTS & PROJECTS, UGHS
STUDIES ARE NOT EVERYTHING. IVE REALLY GOT TO LEARN TO LET GO

2010-07-03T01:21:00.007+08:00

Common tests are over. Really thankful to God for pulling me through this period.
He's truely a God of so much more. He's a compassionate & gracious God! :)
There's more to come and I believe he will be able to guide me through once more! defnitely <3

2010-05-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

Why does the Sun keep burning without being burnt out?
The Sun is a thermonuclear bomb with a built-in thermostat. Hydrogen atoms are fusing together to make helium atoms and this nuclear reaction produces heat. If the reactions go on too fast, the Sun expands slightly. This expansion slows down the reactions. The Sun then cools and contracts. If it contracts too much, the nuclear reactions speed up, The Sun then heats up and expands again. So the Sun stays at the same temperature, burning its nuclear fuel at a steady rate. At the rate it is going, we have about 4 billion years left until the Sun burns out.

2010-04-15T22:11:00.004+08:00

BHOTOGREPHI

BOLLYBALL

TRY-DHA-LON

TRAC-&-BIELD

ISI - SKAETY

SPOTS CLUP

INLINE SKAETY

SKUASHHHH

SEXAE AIROBITS

Which CCA should I join?
The ones I'm considering are as ABOVE:

2010-04-02T16:17:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot i had a blog! :O

I'm almost losing interest in blogging.

Anw Siming, Florence and I celebrated Bee's birthday at sakaeeeee yesterday:D
We had tons of fun at wm(: Chatted till 9plus then headed home.
Oh yes, and we saw the whole group of 4/7 guys. hahahah, super surprised to see them. It's been so long. Even their hair length is like the rapunzel male version. Zhanfei's hair best.

In case any of you doesn't know, I'm in interact club. It's the first time since pri schl that I'm not in a sports cca. Even I am shocked of this drastic change. hahaha. Oh well, interact isn't quite bad either. Napfa is coming up. I'm so gonna own 2.4! I wannnnnn my 14mins! Sighs, my timing deproved ALOT. Last week i ran 2.4 and I got a lovely 15mins for it. TrainTrainTrain. Ohhhhh and I think I finally found one sport which I don't really favour. FRISBEE. I think its darn...boring if you play it for long. Many of my friends enjoy it but I think its quite sian laaaa. Maybe I'm wierd? I don't know.

I got my pw grp allocation. Quite happy with it I must say. Some schools have handed in their PI first draft. What about ours? NOT YET. SLOW POKE.

(Sorry if this post is quite boring. I think i probably lost all interest in blogging)

2010-02-06T15:58:00.003+08:00

CJC ROCKS! The last day of orientation : THE FINALE NIGHT. It was AWESOME.
I was superrrrrrrr HIGHHHHH.

VULCANS! I LOVE VULCANS!

Are you feeling HOT? (Calls out)
HOT!
How HOT?(Calls out)
Sibei HOT ah!

OH HOT DAMN, VULCANS' JAM
KEEP THE PARTY UP IN CJ CAMP
Y'ALL DONT UNDERSTAND
WHY WE PUT OUR HANDS IN THE AIR AIR-AIR AIR AIR-AIR !!!

(This is actually one of our HOT cheers sizzzzzz)

Monday gonna wear uniform! Still got tieeeee to wear. HAHA.

2010-02-03T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmmmm...
We had dragonboating today! It was fun but we didn't managed to compete lahhhh.
Its like the rest of the boats went without us?!?! Just great. After that had fun and games. Alot of games needed boys to pair up with girls. Such as hold hands, piggyback and etc... At first seriously not used to it. But what to do? To be actively involved in these games, we have no other alternative. JUST DO IT=/ After that had CCA Bazaar! I wanna join track&field yo. Nobody i know is joining track I think. Aiyah, suan le. Just join what I like. Seriously lots of girls joining. Fierce competition. I'm nervous >.<

2010-01-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today I went for hip-hop dance classes. Oh gosh, the warm-up exercises really made me feel stretchy!!! I couldn't quite remember the moves. It's like one minute i learn it, the next moment I'll forget the move. But its okay! What matters is that I had fun! Anyway, I wanna join track&field cca! However its like 3days/week. Its gonna be tiring. I'm afraid it will affect my studies. But i really love it! How?? Sighs I shall go to the cca fiesta then decide. Before deciding, prayer is of course fundamental! Okay , so aft dance lessons, our wg with the sec 4s had bbq at cashew heights. Wow. It was a big group. About 50 plus ppl. Had fun today!!! Yay:D

2010-01-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

Okay, this is just a summary of today.
We had games , talks , cheers , drama skits and entertainment!
Oh well, today is the last day that we would be tgt with our orientation group.
From monday onwards, we'll be allocated to our respective classes and orientation would be held as usual.
That means what? YES ! MAKE NEW FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN. Just as we were about to bond with with OG, we had to be broken apart. Oh gosh.
Supposed to have our OG outing after schl today but to our disappointment, many of us couldn't make it. INCLUDING ME D:
Oh yeh, the J2s performed mass dance for us today! Omg, there are like 6 consecutive songs?!?! WHATTHE. The duration of the mass dance is like super long lah. dhen so many complicated steps to learn. BUT OVERALL, THE MASS DANCE ROCKS. SO HEY, ITS WORTH IT.
Okay so after school, caught a movie with siming and andy. LEGION. Gosh lahhhhh. Its the most ridiculous movie ive ever watched in my entire life. Angels possess humans???? GOD LOSES FAITH??? HUHH?!?!?!? KILL MANKIND AGAIN?!?! absolutely... LOL. Human eating demons are not exempted too. HAHAHA. Wonder who came up with such a storyline. Like what andy said, the storyline is CRAP. hahaha! But in the end it taught us to have faith. so... ahhhh , i seriously donno what to comment about this. Siming says that this movie pictures god to have moodswings. First he loses faith, then he gains back faith again. [personally i don't think its a show that is worth watching.]

2010-01-28T16:46:00.005+08:00

Okay. Basically today, we had icebreakers and subject combi talks.
We ended at around 2plus. My orientation group was like enthu, but not enthu. You know like those on and off kinda thing? Gosh. I really miss talking to siming beeting ruiping wenyee yilin etcetcetcetc........ I wanna crap like no one's business but its like, is anyone paying attention to me? I wanna make a fool outta myself. But does anyone bother? Those ppl mentioned above bothered. Except wenyee who always diao me for my jokes and dumb actions. hahahah! But nvm, I LIKE. Okay, im kind of nuts. I SERIOUSLY need to get outta my comfort zone. At least I talked and made friends today:D Some of us hit it off quite well:D I didn't really talk to the guys thou. ughs. It's time to get down talking to them already.. Tmr Tmr! hahaha. Hope to really bond with my OG:D This girl from TKGS is really enthu. Yes, jacqueline. haha. Okay luh, at least she was daring enough to speak out loud. Brings the awkward atmosphere to a stop. She helped quite a bit :D

On my way home, someone called out my name. I turned to look and i saw wenjian!! Wow. Long time didn't see him. Didn't even know he was in SJI (lol) So we chatted blahblah. Suddenly he asked me if i knew what day was today. I said thursday. He replied by saying anything special? Then i "er.... no?" He was like today is my birthday! LOL. Okok, happy bday HAHAHA. (Actually i sorta guessed its his bday. Coz when i was young, i used the same method to hint hint to ppl) hoho! So thickskinned right/ its okay pls. If not how can this idiom "Birds of the same feathers flock together" be useful in this case? heeeees(:
Okay , so today i saw cheryldine nicholas priscella gabriel eugene.k terry kokho. Anyway, i hope tomorrow will turn out smooooooooothly again! :D

TAKE CARE EVERYONE! I HOPE U GUYS WOULD REALLY ENJOY UR JC LIFE. (ahems correction. Till next week. HAHA)Okay lah! Make more friends and be daring to open up. But... NOT TOO MUCH. hahaha. Don't be toooo open. hehe. Shall fret over my subject combis later!:D
Lit ??? Econs??? History??? General studies in chinese??? Physics??? WHAT?!!!!!?!?!??!?!?!
GRACEEEE!!!!!! I THOUGHT YOU SAID FRET LATER??? BYE LA!
okokok, sorry ok? bye. don scold me can? =(
(split personality)

Oh yea btw!!! Fairfield methodist sec schl uniform is HAWT! (Guy's uniform) shuai dai le. =x Today seriously alot of white uniforms. Become like some nurse school like that. Except alot of nurses are actually guys. Tmr can wear PE SHIRT!! yippeeee. If not sooner or later, i'll get heatstroke man.

2010-01-21T19:42:00.002+08:00

2010-01-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

Its approx one week to the release of our posting results.
*shivers* Wonder which school will I get into? :D

When I saw it, I started to have mixed feelings.
What was I thinking? (ughs)
However I know, deep down, I'm happy for you.
Truely happy.
Best of luck to you. tc.

2010-01-19T14:27:00.002+08:00

SICK ! IM SICK AND I FEEL UTTERLY SICK TO THE MAX!
I really wanna make it for my movie dates,bowling&swimming D:
Why has this gotta happen NOW?
GAHH!

2010-01-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Glad to know that most of you peeps have chosen which path to go ! :D
All the best to ur future guys& girls! <3

No matter where I go, my dear friends, I'll nvr ever forget you guys & what you've done for me. Esp those who have really supported me , comforted me , encouraged me and lended me a helping hand. You guys would be deeply etched in my mind forever. Do not forget me, coz I won't ever :D <3

2010-01-13T03:24:00.002+08:00

Results. Now what?
Time for us to make a wise decision in choosing the right path.
Just wanna express my views.
Some people wanna go JC but they are constantly complaining how tough the life there is.
Some start convincing ppl not to go JC. Go poly. Some chose th course that they like, however others tried convincing this person not to choose this course coz there's no future prospect. Its th person's interest? If u have no interest in it, whatever prospects th job has, u won't even enjoy it. Whats the use? Live ur life fufillingly ppl. If u guys wanna go JC, just get down to it. Don't back out just bcos it may be an arduous journey. This kinda obstacle oso cant overcome, how to go to working society? Working society is so much more than u can ever imagine. Not only stress prob, many ppl are playing politics. Can you handle that? I don't think u can ans this qns as u haven even tried. Only by overcoming obstacles, you can become stronger. Some ppl think that poly has an easier life out thr thats why they chose poly. Well in some aspects yes. But going to poly just bcos u fear JC life is just an excuse. Unless u really like th course and u wanna continue doing it when u grow up is a different thing. So, if u wanna go JC. GO! Don't care about what others say. IM SURE U CAN OVERCOME IT. Others could! Why not u? Do not think of the ppl who retained! Do not think of those who are stressed up. Only think of those who are successful. Only then , you will not back away in fear. TRUST ME. Ive overcome stressful situations. Now, ive become even more stronger. Those who really love their courses in poly, go ahead! Do not hesitate. Like it? Pursue it.

LOVE YOU GUYS AND CHOOSE WISELY.

2010-01-10T12:16:00.002+08:00

What's God's Plan for me???

I forgot what i dreamt of yesterday again.
Seems like Ive been having too many dreams.
Tension is filling me as i realise tomorrow is the actual big day.
The only choice i have now is to put my faith&trust unto God.
I can't complete this race by myself either.
I can't rely on myself, I need God. Be it God's strength/power/presence.
I just need Him. The Alpha and Omega / Beginning and the End

Do not worry about tomorrow as tomorrow will worry about itself.

2010-01-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

On thurs people, on thurs ... on thurs ... on thurs ...
I WENT BOWLING WITH BEETING SIMING & ANDY.
Okay, thats not the point. It was fun luh kay. The point is, i bowled with my left hand and i got a strike! Whats this?!?!?! Okay, thats not the point either.

THE POINT IS . After searching for so long.. so far.. so wide.. so deep.. I FINALLY SAW BELOVED SNOWGLOBES. I mean glitterglobes.
(Since chua siming said that they aren't snow-.-)
I really really really wanna OWN ONE.
However, its like 50plus for one. I saw one that was really awesomely wondrously exceptionally gorgeous mesmerising stunningly beautiful!!! Its 80plus. Yeah, you may think paying that sum of money for one mere globe? But I really really yearn for one! :D PRECIOUS MOMENTS ROCK ON! I'm gonna OWN YOU SOMEDAY , YOU GLOBE!
Whenever i see it, my spirits would just be lifted up. Unknowingly.
Gazing into the beauty of the snowglobe, just makes me surrender to it's captivating beauty.
Falling deep into its wonder. Daydreaming~ dreaming~ dreamin'~
I LOVE YOU WO AI NI QING AI DE SNOWGLOBE!!!

2009-12-18T16:48:00.002+08:00

OHKAY!!!!!!!! GRACE IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!
First and foremost, I THANK everyone for wishing me happy bday thru smses, facebook and blog!!! Thou my bday is over by the time i see those wishes, I am still elated to see them :D

ABOUT MY TAIWAN TRIP! Maybe I'll upload my photos next time:D hahahah. Maybe not! hehe.
I've been to many fun places! I've made lots of friends in my tour group. They are seriously seriously such nice nice niceeeeeeee people and esp fun!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS! Must keep in touchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. We kept saying, on the first day, everyone super quiet but now, each and everyone of us has got seven days worth of GAN QING. woahhh. thats like really amazing. Can't bear to leave them. Don't mind extending my trip to taiwan. Oh yeah, anyway taiwanese people are really very niceeeeeeeeeeeeee ppl!!!! They are so.. how should i say. Polite and helpful? Yeah. All of them, guys and girls are so good looking too LOL. I'm not trying to be hua chi here or wad. But everywhere I go, I see good-looking guys. Hahahah. The funny thing is, the guys are better looking than the girls. Those good-looking guys have girlfriends that are average looking. But aiyah, I like both genders. Generally, all of them look great. This post is gonna be long. I learnt quite alot of things there. Things about taiwan. And oh, people travelling from the west to east, DON COMPLAIN ! You only need one hour. At most one hour plus. I travel from one place to another in taiwan, i need three hours plus at one point of time. I don know why when I tell ppl my church is at woodlands, they already say : "WOAH so far ah!!" My reaction was like far meh? Even travelling by mrt to tampines is okay for me. in taiwan, its like really wah. hahaha. Oh yes dying your hair reddish brown in taiwan is OLD. I mean, thats their way of thinking. They think dying reddish brown is for old people. hahaha. True enough, many older adults there have reddish brown hair. Oh wells, my sis and I cut,coloured&highlighted our hair. (Make us look like some paikias) hahahha. Actually okay lah, don behave like one can already. Those taiwanese guys spiked and dye their hair, but their behaviour is good. (INCLUDING GIRLS) ohkay ohkay, i shall stop praising taiwanese people. (I know my post has lots of grammatical errors and language errors blahblah. Im trying to type fast. At least the content is there HAHA) BEAR WITH ME! At taiwan, I went to two theme parks! (well they were not that fantastic) Korea's everland and lotte world is so much better. Anyway, I didn't really play much either. Some of you knew about my wound yeah? so yup. Oh wells, but I find it didn't affect me much except for me walking slower. I REALLY HAD LOTS OF FUN. I went to alot of places such as seeing soldiers change their weapons. my gosh my gosh!~!!!!!!! they were really good at it!!!!! their co-ordination is simply DING GUA GUA!!!! their way of marching is very different tooooo. their gun got knife on top. I was asking my sis if its real or fake. (cos it looks like its made of plastic!!!)

Next thing, we went to shops which sold royal jelly,lingzhi and jade. Royal jelly is best in taiwan, australia & new zealand. There are different lingzhi for different treatments such as cancer, constipation, flu etc. The ones i rmb are black lingzhis, yellow white .. and a few other colours. As for jade, good luck charm. I didn't go to the shop as i was really tired. So I slept in the bus with two others =p hahahha.

There are still so many places of interest to share with you guys but there are simple tooo many for words. It will be a never-ending post. So i guess i shall stop here! Kind of abrupt!! sorry guys!!!!!!!!
Oh ya, in my tour group, there was one woman who looked like ZHONG QIN!!! REALLY LOOK LIKE HER SISTER LOL. talking about it, I MET THE HOST OF WO YAO CHANG XIA QU (DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS) IN CHINESE VERSION!! He looks really good in real life! We met him at a super luxurious resort. hahahhaa took pics with him =p Imagine us meeting stars like yang cheng lin, mike he, jerry yan, cyndi over there. LOL. All of us stayed in villas. It was super grand!!! Everyone was wah-ing awayyyy!~!!! There was our own hot spring and swimming pool in each villa. My sis and I stay on level two while my parents stayed at level one. We also stayed at grand hyatt but sad to say, I felt that the Resort was much more grand. its super BIG. I think the star host wanted some privacy but too bad =p He came in the night thinking that there'll be no one. But sadly, just as we were about to go, we saw him!!!! hahahahha. All of us took pics with him. He didn't need to eat already. Then his family members waiting for him at the meal table =p Felt quite bad actually.
Ohkay, why on earth am i typing again? AHHHHHHHHHHHH. ok i need to end this post before i start typing again!!!!

I WILL BE BACK TAIWANNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREE AND EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (But not as much as s'pore)

I STILL HAVE SO MUCH TO SHAREEEEEEEEE SO MUCH TO SAYYYYYYYYY SO MUCH TO TYPEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-12-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

YO PEEPOS! =D
I'll be flying off to taiwan tonight! (Don't miss me too much=p) KIDDING !
Anything sms me, I'll see th messages after 17dec kay! :D
TAKE CARE EVERYONE.
GRACE LOVES ALL :D

2009-12-08T20:56:00.001+08:00

Though tab is a great singer with great stage presence..
I have to admit that sylvia has better vocals =p

2009-12-05T13:41:00.003+08:00

Woooo. For the past consecutive days, I have been sleeping around 5am .
So anyone who wanna kill ur boredom, just press a button and send me an sms! :D
i'll be awake! (Most likely)
Anw, THANKYOU for pei-ing me to chat till 4plus ytd thouuuuu u were super uber tired (AS I CAN SEE) haha! You know who you are(:

Ytd saw some entries which I shouldn't even bother to see. lol. Made me ponder , hmm am i still unable to get over it? No idea.

2009-12-04T21:08:00.004+08:00

This perfectly describes how I'm feeling right now.

I miss those times spent together with you..
thou it isn't the same anymore..

2009-12-04T04:30:00.003+08:00

2009-12-04T03:54:00.002+08:00

Its 4am and I still don intend to sleep. lols.
People going overseas. One by one.
Siming has left for taiwan too=(
Soon , it'll be my turn. haha.
Im looking forward to it :D
I'll update you people on the attractions there if possible :)
But not the ''attractions'' kenneth is refering to.

Oh and i just bumped my knee into the wooden leg of my bed. ouch. There's an or chei now. Blood clot :( Oh yeah oh yeah and breakout is gonna come to singapore again! THIS TIME! THIS TIME! Im not gonna miss this great show. Fascinating! My sis says she wanna watch with me. Haha! YAY. Uncertain if my parents are interested though. If they are, why not?! :D They can understand our generation better. Breakdance rocks ! xD Hmms, i particularly love breakdance, hip-hop, popping&locking. :) Salsa oso not bad. Lots of shaking LOL contemp.. hmms... If there is a story behind it, its great too ;D

Hmms but anyway, maybe I should start RE-thinking about what I wanna do or plan to do in the future~ quite uncertain about it but guess i'll still have to face it ;D Sooner or later. Why not now?

2009-12-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MOCHA COFFEE WITH CREAM TOPPINGS~ =D
randomnesia~

2009-12-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

Is Friendship Worth That Much?

2009-11-29T02:10:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION!~
MY SIS HAS A PROM DRESS WHICH LOOKS LIKE A MAZE. &&&&SHERYL SAYS ITS NICE!
WHAT UNIQUE TASTE THEY HAVE. I LOOK AT MY SIS'S DRESS , I FEEL GIDDY LIAO.
SO MANY ROSES SOMEMORE! aiyo.

2009-11-29T02:00:00.002+08:00

HEY PEEPOS! WATCH THE VIDS BELOW. THEY ARE SOOOOO HILARIOUS!
HAHAHA. NOW SHERYL'S STAYING OVER AT MUH HSEEEE ;D
BE HONOURED GIRL! UR THE FIRST FRIENDD THAT GETS TO STAY OVER AT MY HOUSE.
WHERE CAN YOU GET SUCH A PRIVILEDGE! TSKTSK.
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
CRAZYXZXZXSASXZX LE!
HEHE. NOW MY SIS BESIDE ME TOO. HAIYO ! GOT A LEVEL STILL SO DISTRACTED! xD
she just scolded me crazy. She's th one who is crazy. How can a normal person like me be crazy?
She's abnormal.
ok, what am i talking about. im going cranky! Sheryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

2009-11-29T01:11:00.002+08:00

2009-11-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

I wanna go tuh FINLAND !
Its a fabulous place to celebrate christmas!
Th only thing that stops me from going is that...th tickets are tooooo costly =(
Hmms, guess I needa wait for a few more years :D
Finland.. marvellous twinkly christmas decos.. reindeers.. snow.. santaclaus.. DREAMLAND!
AND of course, I'll nver forget the true meaning of christmas =D christjesus(:
Im soooo soooo soooo excited!
I think if i ever go there, it would be one of my MOST MOST memorable trips =p
Or maybe my most memorable one.
Dec is gonna be a hectic month for me. Hope my schedules don't clash.

Is everything gone? Is it ever possible? Is there any answer to it? Is this a bottomless pit?
There is no clear reply for it. Everything is vague. I clearly know that nothing would come out of it yet why do i still sink into it. I just hope that its not deep enough that I can't pick myself out of this mess. Sighs. I can only helplessly stare at my handphone all day long without doing a single thing about it. Maybe sinking to it does more good than harm? Its that overwhelming feeling that makes me feel that its all worth it. Maybe, just maybe its not that bad afterall. Maybe I should look at a different perspective. I should look on the brighter side. Yes I will. But its quite a pity. Oh well, life's still long. Ive got a long journey ahead of me. Look forward.

Another thing, I'm glad to be back there again=) Hope things are still the same. I really don't want anything to change. But environment's changing, ain't it? All humans change to adapt to th environment. On my part, I really don't wish for things to change. But I guess there isn't another alternative. I have to change to adjust too. My friends, I guess there're still the same. Or ... maybe not? I wonder...

2009-11-25T13:16:00.002+08:00

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHATADAYWHATADAYWHATADAY!

2009-11-24T15:04:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I DONO WHY AM I SO HIGH TODAY!
SERIOUSLY SPEAKING, IM NOT A REGULAR USER OF FACEBOOK.
SO I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS SUCH THINGS LIKE ''CHATS'' & ''INBOX"
SUDDENLY, ONE WINDOW APPEAR! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW TT PERSON WAS TALKING TO ME -.- WHATEVER. NOOB. NEXT THING, I ASKED RP TO CHAT WITH ME OVER FB. PREVIOUSLY, WE WERE MSN-NING. THEN SHE MSN-ED ME , FB ME, MSNED ME , FB ME. HAHAHAH
SO I SAID :'' CRAZY AH?!?! U THINK I GOT THOUSAND ARMS AHHH!"
REALLY DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHAHA
NVM.. U GUYS DON KNOW ==''
RP:U FREE ON THURS?
ME:WHY? ASKING ME OUT ON A DATE?
RP:YA, HOW U KNOW. (ACTUALLY I WAS THINKING.. OBVIOUSLY.. HAHAHA, IF NOT WHY U WANNA ASK ME SUCH A QUESTION? IF NOT ASKING MY FATHER OUT?")
ME:OK, WAIT FOR UR QUEUE NUMBER. (I WAS KIDDING)
RP:K
RP:"BEEEP"
RP:I GOT NO.1
GRACE WAS THINKING:"HAHAHAHAHHAHA SO LAMEEEEEEE!''
RP IS CUTE RIGHT ? =D =D =D

I THINK ALL TH PPL IN FRONT WILL CURSE&SWEAR. CUT QUEUE CUT QUEUE. KIDDING KIDDING! NO SUCH THING.

ANYWAY, THIS PARTICULAR SCENE RE-ENACTED THRU MY MIND.
WE WERE DANCING TO THE SONG "PUT UR RIGHT HAND IN...OUT "
I WAS SUPER HIGHH WHEN DANCING TO THIS SONG!
I SERIOUSLY DIDN KNOW WHY! I KEPT DANCING AND DANCING HAHAHA
SO ANYWAY... B4 THE ''DANCE'' STARTED, IT WAS A TRIAL RUN YEAH?
JUNKAI PUT HIS HAND IN AND GOT BURNT BY THE CANDLE!(ARD HIS SLEEVE AREA)
LOL LOL LOL ! WHEN IT FIRST HAPPENED OF COURSE I WAS CONCERNED.
BUT JUST NOW THINKING BACK... I STARTED BURSTING OUT IN LAUGHTER... AHHA SORRY JUNKAI, DON MEAN ANYTHING..
OK LAHHHHHHHHHHH I DON KNOW WHAT TO SAYYYYYYYYYY
PEEEEEOPLLEEEEE I WILL TRY TRY TRY BY BEST TO UPLOAD TH PHOTOS K? NO PROMISES. HAHAHAHA